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Lonely Day
Feeling lonely and having a saddened heart
I don't know what to do.
Guess I'll go and sit outside
And Just daydream of you.
think about the day we met
And how lucky I was.
To get to talk and get the number
Of the girl I thought was beautiful.
Then I think about how I let my chance slip
And how I shouldn't have let you go.
Now I regret it
And hope for another chance
To be with the girl who stole my heart
On the very glance.
Then I remember what you said
About how I may get another chance.
Then I start to feel better
And feel more relaxed.
Suddenly I feel a cool breeze
That snaps me back to reality,
And I begin to look around.
I enjoy the beauty of everything around
Then slowly I get up
And start to walk back inside.
I go into my room
And the first thing I see
Is your picture on my wall.
I see the picture of you and smile
As I crawl into my bed
To go to sleep
And if I'm lucky, dream of you.
  Premature Death
He walked to the door
A rose in his hand
Go to ring the doorbell
But has a change in plans
Sees her there with someone else
His arms around her keeping her close
Feels the pain of betrayal
Deep within his heart
Mad that he showed up as a surprise
Throws the flower to the ground
With the note saying "Love you lots"
Gets in his car and speeds away
Heads back to his house
but gets a drink on the way
When she calls he doesn't want to talk
All he can say is go away
"You don't seem to understand
that you've been caught
That I was over there and I saw it all."
She calls the next day
Her voice shaking
"Was that you that left the rose at my door?"
"I saw it all!
I saw you and him!
I wanted to surprise you
But you wanted him!
This is your fault!
I blame you!
My death is gonna hang over you!"
He hangs up the phone;
She begins to cry
As she gets in her car to go to his house.
She gets to his house and runs to the door,
She rings the doorbell,
His mom answers the door.
"What's wrong with you?
You look upset?
Come sit down and tell me about it."
She runs past and up to his room,
Opens the door, screams,
And falls to her knees.
His mom runs up and sees her son
Hanging from his ceiling
With a note that says,
"I love you mom
You were my life,
But that girl killed me
By cheating on me with that guy."
She tries to explain
It wasn't her fault
The guy was her best friend
Whom he never saw.
He moved away before she met him,
And he only came back for a quick visit.
She never meant for anything to go wrong,
But he jumped to conclusions,
Conclusions that were wrong.
He ended his life due to false beliefs
And will never know the truth,
He will never know how much he means.

Deception
Deceptive friends are just that,
Deceptive.
All that they show is false.
The way they treat you
Is sometimes perfect,
But sometimes it's so wrong.
To be someone I thought I knew,
But turns out none of it was true.
I thought you were great,
Amazing,
Perfect.
But you proved me so wrong.
You led me on
And let me go so you could move to someone else.
You got what you wanted,
You got me back,
But you got rid of someone
Who might have been the best you could have.
Someone who'd be there to love you forever,
And someone who'd show up,
At your door,
With a flower.

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Look Beyond
Please look beyond my clothes,
Take the time to see what's in my soul.
Try to see the person inside,
The person that I try to hide.
The sweet and innocent child I am
Not the one who is pretend.
My image is of a thug
To strike fear into others.
What I really am
Is a teenager looking for love.
Someone looking for a few close friends
People to be with on weekends.
I'm not the gangster everyone sees,
What I really am, no one wnats to see.
No one wants to take the time
To see past my outside.
No one wants to believe
That inside I am sweet.
The one who did now has my heart,
The girl I love for what she saw.
She took the time to know me.
She wanted to see the real me.
I love her more than anything,
More than words can say.
I try to express my love through these words,
But I can't explain the feelings felt.
All I can say is I love her,
With her, My life feels whole.
If only everyone else could see,
That she is exactly what I need.
If only people could understand,
The way I look isn't what I am.


Suicidal Note
I hate my life
And everything in it.
I don't want to be here,
Not for one more minute.
I wish I was gone,
Out of this place.
I wish someone would kill me
Take me from a life of disgrace.
I want to forever be forgotten.
I want no one to remember my face.
I want to be a lost soul;
I hope to be a forgotten case.
Please help to free me
Take me from a place of misery.
I ask you for help to end my life
Because you are the one
who brought this upon me,
These feelings of sorrow
And wishes of death.


A Dream Come True
Live for the days that are here now.
Never let a single chance pass you by.
Everything you have today
Could be gone tomorrow.
Everyone you hold so dear
Could suddenly bring you sorrow.
Death and loss are parts of life,
While joy and happiness are alike.
Live to the fullest,
Carpe diem,
Always live like life will soon end.
Don't ever worry about taking a chance;
Just always think this day may be your last.
Never think there'll be tomorrow
Because tomorrow might never come.
Today may be the last chance
To do what you put off for so long.
Think about what you need,
What you want to do before you leave.
Everything comes to an end,
Even happiness doesn't last.
The only thing promised in life
Is that someday it will come to an end.
Everything else is up to you,
To do what you know you can do.
Don’t let fears hold you back.
Just go on and take that chance.
Be whatever you want to be
And if you fail, continue that dream.
Never let someone say that you can't
Because there is always a way you can.
Go back to your childhood dream,
Before money was such an important thing,
An astronaut, doctor, firefighter, cop
A chef, or a racer or even a clown.
Back to the days of innocence
When dreams were simple and people honest.
Back to the days when dreams had no price,
Back to when you were told your dreams could be grasped.
Before people told you dreams were impossible to achieve,
And that is why they are called dreams.
Life is precious so live to the fullest
Have the time of your life everyday
Not just once every couple of years.
Never let loose the things that you love
For if you lose them now,
They may forever be gone.
And never wait for your chance to come
Fight for it
And make the chance be shown.
If you wait and hope, it may never come,
Because nothing in life is given without hope.
And nothing can be achieved without a base,
Without some sort of starting place.
Life is what dreams are made of
When thoughts are brought to life.
When little sparks of hope start a fire.
When you push that dream to its utmost limit
To the point where it's no longer a dream.
That's what makes life so great
When a dream can be achieved,
When somebody can do
What they for so long had seen.
True happiness can not be bought,
Smiles and laughter are earned.
Just like love can not be taught,
But emotions can be learned.
Everything that we need to know,
We learn as children although we don't know.
That is why people say enjoy it while you can,
But people are wrong because childhood doesn't have to end.
Everyone grows up but only a lucky few
Remember what its like to play
And do what they like to do.
Only the ones who can stay the same,
Whose hopes and dreams can remain,
Those are the ones who experience life.
They don’t just survive but live their life.
They know what its like to have fun,
To do what you want and still be an adult.
That's what I hope to be.
Because you see, that is my dream.
I hope to be one of the lucky few
Who enjoy life and dream the whole way through.